Roar

I think it's time for a new blog.  School has started out pretty good.. I guess.  However the one thing I DREAD for some reason... PRESENTATIONS.  Of course there aren't any scheduled yet but a few of my teachers mentioned them.  Ugh.  Those things kill me for some reason.  Right when you get up there and start talking you'd think that you'd get comfortable.  Well.. it's the opposite for me.  I freeze up and start shaking.  Even if it's the simplist task.  If words start coming out of my mouth while eyes are looking right at me I feel like dying.  I'm not even the slightest bit shy with my friends.  In fact I'm even sometimes the dominant member of the group.. but when it's in front of a class.. shoot me D:

Also, I'm just starting to realize some things about Rhonny.

Last year, he was the best. I never would've expected he was gay OR bi.  In fact everytime someone suspected it, I defended him.. saying that he was just nice because he was foreign!  He was quiet, sweet, intelligent, and he was himself (or so I thought).

This year, he's become in all accessorized and shit like a freaking scene kid.  His hair is down almost in his field of vision, rather than slightly gelled up in the front.  He has these new glasses with carved flames on the sides (which are cute none-the-less but it all adds up).  He's wearing BRIGHTLY colored shirts and tight jeans.  And he likes the look of his belt hanging out for some reason. Last year he'd wear lose jeans, and just plain T shirts.  Also tennis shoes (not preppy converse).

He's also a LOT more talkative (which isn't a bad thing.. just not really the Rhonny I thought I knew).  He likes to talk about all his guy-friends a lot.  :/ Like whats going on with them and how he's DYING to make out with a guy. UGH.

Todau he did said jokingly "It seems like everyone excepts me but you." D:  I esxcept him completely and all.. I'm just not used to it... I'm always a little uncomfortable when guys like eachother... like that.  And all of a sudden it's my best friend x_x

I assured him that I was happy that he's open with me now... which I am

He's actually calling pretty much every night now and inviting me places and hanging out with me all the time and stuff... I assume it's because he's got this off his back...

The reason I'm writing this now is because today he said that he was always quiet because he was keeping that secret.  ): Now he talks like... me D: